Random.

I love reading articles on tech or lowyat/photography forums,

Girls usually don’t like, but not for me.

Don’t ask me why.

However, I think if I continue reading some of them,

My English standard definitely drops.

To them, bombastic words reflect how good your English is. REALLY?!

Yes, if you don’t know how to use certain bombastic or flowery words,

Then don’t use, no one actually force you to use it.

But all humans are sensitive about his/her reputation!

Of course I do care about my reputation, my image.

But over sensitive will make everything upside down.

So,

Was browsing through the web,

And this caught my attention:

“I hope it can be realized = 我希望能实现”

Realized?! I thought should be achieved?!

I can’t imagine how he/she actually can survive.

Nah, why should I care, cause’ thick-skinned people always survived!

One’s status can judge one, yes I agree.

Writing is always the ending of a road,

Taking action is only the beginning of the road.

Some people keep saying how successful they’re,

Keep saying all sorts of nonsenses like I can earn 5 figures per month,

I’m leading a good life compare to the others etc…

REALLY?!

Only the writers know.

I dare to admit that I’m effing lazy, lazy in thinking and taking actions.

I need external forces in order to succeed.

I love telling my friends, my English is really bad,

So I don’t mind they actually correct me when I’m wrong.

I learn!

I admit my English is really bad, can barely survive.

I was thinking that what if I’m not a Malaysian,

But Singaporean, Australian etc…

Will I actually face difficulties in mastering this language?

God had an answer for me.

He even arranged my pathway.

I only can work to be better but I can’t change my fate.

2 days 1 night,

I need to start to get use soaking in jam.

I need to master all the routes in this big city.

Cheers to my going to be awesome life.

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Source: Google Image

要回了。

全新的生活又要开始了。

忙碌又要开始回来探访了。

心情是挺复杂的。

不要问为何。

手啊手，

真气一点可以吗？

很累的叻，

你让我觉得我是个残废的人，

什么都不能做。
所以手快点好起来啊！

还有，希望神明指路，

让我心想事成，

把我心中的烦恼一一解开，

心中的愿望一一达成，

龙年就让我行大运！

For you, 8th March!

I really admire the courage that you owned, Ms. XX.

You changed your name?

Should I disclose your identity?

Nah, it’s not my style to spoil others’ reputation.

The extremely big courage you had two years back and now.

After so much hurtful things you had done towards me,

You still dare to send me a friend request *bravo*

You think I’ll accept? Or giving you more chance to hurt me?

Honestly, I was rather shocked to see it.

But, I personally think that you just want to check on me more,

Or should I say you just want to see how bad I fall or how successful I’m now?

You better not pointing at me and saying that I’m heartless,

I’m just returning every single thing that you had done towards me.

Chances were given to you,

So it’s not better for you to lie that you aren’t given chances to rectify the problems.

You are the one who not being appreciative.

All your hurtful acts made me a stronger person now,

And of course “heartless and unfriendly” all come to me.

I still vividly remember that one year back, on this day,

I just send you a simple birthday wish.

However, your sms ruined my last chance given towards to you.

Now, I’m just reminding you, you said we no longer are friends,

So what’s your motive sending that friend request?

I’m not interested to know what’s happening to your life.

Everything cracked two years back,

Not I ruined it, but you’re the one.

So, just threat me as an illusion like how you think and treat him.

Flashing back, I really think I’m a real idiot,

Millions explanation = No explanation.

Linda, why make life so hard for that moment?!

I shouldn’t be explaining,

And if all of your friends (no longer my friends, perhaps a hi-bye friends),

Wish to follow you blindly and spoil my reputation go ahead.

Yes, I no longer care like two years back.

I no longer will explain.

If you think is a lie, then it will be a lie;

If you think is a truth, then it will be a truth.

Oops, forgot that actually in your life, there’s no truth.

And in fact, you actually ruined my reputation in front of them.

Good Job.

My life now is pretty much fulfilling and colourful.

True friends and friends are around.

Yes, I do not need any strangers or people like you to enter my life.

The best decision I made in my life is you aren’t my friend,

I learnt, I survived in this hustle bustle of city life.

Thank you for what you’ve done

Oh ya, one more thing,

If one day, we bump into each other,

Without hesitation I will just treat you as stranger and walk past you just like that.

Remember, I’m just giving you back for what you had done.

I’m not angry or mad or sad, I’m glad.

Glad that I actually can clarify everything and of course,

I don’t wish I’m or my life connected to you.

To me, you’re a stranger.

Just a simple wish for you,

Good luck and hope your prince charming is here soon,

Oh, perhaps you found it! =)

If you happen to be reading this,

And you get so effing mad,

If you wish to block me, go ahead.

If you wish to backstab me, go ahead.

If you wish to spoil my reputation, go ahead.

If you wish to do anything bad on me, go ahead.

You just have to bear the consequences of your action.

I don’t mind.

Cause’ you’re just part of the villain in my life.

I won’t wish you,

But the best “present” I can give you.

You should be glad you appeared on my blog, for first and last time.

And also the best clarification I had made for the year 2012.

Of course, if you or others want to put yourself into these shoes, I welcome you.

You only will if you found yourself guilty!

P/S: Not I can’t forgive and forget, but I choose this day to make my life clear.

送你一句话，别人会一直在他背后说他，是因为他活得比别人精彩！

And the best thing is I didn't use any vulgar words,

Meaning that I'm not angry at all, yes like what others said not worth it.